Jerry Dale Rice

First things first I love you as much as any sister could love her brother. I am so very sorry that we had words and didn't speak for a while but I do love you with all my heart and always will. I love Vicky and all of your children as much as I do any of my other brother and sisters families. I know that I was very hard headed but I cried about it everyday. I would give anything if I could have a do-over because I would try harder although I do not know how I could have done it any better because I love my grandson too. I have lots of good memories with you going fishing and just meeting at your house on holiday. I never will forget our last Christmas with Momma and us all together out at your house I had made a Christmas tree tray and you walked in the door and you asked Vicki where did she get that from and she said your sister Shirlee made it and I was so happy that you had noticed it.  I know that you and Vicky both worked very hard that Day making lunch and it was so good.. I love seeing all the pictures of you and Josh on your alligator hunt and then getting to see the alligators skins hung on your walls. That was amazing I just want you to know that was a wonderful Christmas.  when you was at the hospital in Lubbock last I was so very proud that Christopher went to your room and apologized he really does have a good heart and he was so glad he got to see you.. I pray every night that you are with Mama and Daddy Judy and  Jimmy plus your  grandbaby. I remember a lot of Our Lives when we were kids and we had a lot of good memories.  and I just want your family to know that if there is any thing that I can ever do for them all they have to do is call. Me and Gee talk about you almost everyday we miss you and Jimmy and Mama and Daddy and Judy. I try harder because I don't want nothing to happen that I would feel so guilty again to be not talking to Gee or Carolyn we are the only ones left. and we need to stay close because we are the only ones left. I just want to tell you how much I love you and I am so sorry that I could not have been a better sister to you and I am so grateful that Vicki let me come the last few times to be able to tell you that I love you with all my heart.m

My condolences, as feelings of pain and bitterness become unbearable. It is my desire to convey a comforting thought based on the Holy Scriptures